Staying positive amid uncertainty is one of the hardest lessons I am learning. Letting go of worry is not my strong point, but a habit that I need to break. Being in control lets me feel calm and safe. And not knowing the ‘what’ and the ‘why’ and ‘how’ of my future make me uncomfortable.
How do I relax?
How do I create space for these feelings of uncertainty when they break over me like never-ending waves? Suffocating me. Taking my joy.
All I know is that I have to persist in the face of doubts. Just keeping on. Pushing through. Trusting that all will be well.